Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Confession of the summer #1


















Omg! im almost 16!!! only 7 more months!!!! Hey i know thats a long time but thats only 7 months out of my entire life. Sure it can life can change, life can change in less than a minute, a second, even in a swift moment. if i could spend most of my time doing any one thing. i think it would be simple. i love just laying on my hammock and watching the sprinkles of glitter on the pitch dark sky. i could be alone or with a friend. That is what would make me happy. So i know its sort of a lame confession, but deal with it ;)

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Love?


Well so i went to go see valentines day the movie!
And trust me i saw this very late haha. I asked some kids what love was and this is what i got back. "love is when daddy comes home from work and he gives mommy a kiss." "love is mommy reading me a bed time story." and "love is when some one hits you and you don't hit them back because you love them!" i thought these were super cute! but love to me is when the guy you have a huge crush on notices you and you blush just to get a text from him! Valentines day the movie was great but sadly that not how the world really is. One day i want to fall in love get married and have some kids.....But right now i still don't know what love really is.

Monday, March 1, 2010

My Sad Dream (I woke up in tears)


I was on a row boat, i was in a beautiful long cream dress with beading from head to toe. He sat across from me rowing the boat. All of a sudden I saw a beautiful flower garden and trees that made arch then the river split into two he chose the left and kept rowing faster now as if something had upset him. I started humming a unfamiliar tune. Soon it became darker and we stopped and I could not see anything only the moon. He got out and held out his hand to guide me through the darkness. It was cold, I started to feel ashamed of something. We entered a huge door behind the door was a library filled with books. I felt a large pull to go through a door once more. This next room was like a jail gray steel walls, it was big too and at the very top of this room there was a balcony. He all of a sudden he pulled me close and kissed me than in bewilderment shoved me to the hard ground he knelt down beside me for I could not get up. And kissed my left cheek and whispered “I’m sorry” he swiftly got up, the next thing I know he stood above me on the great balcony. I soon relized chains and shackles on my wrists and ankles and though I could not see it there was one on my neck as well. Suddenly familiar faces surrounded me, enemies. They all started kicking me and some had bats and others voilet objects. My point of view changed quickly I was above them all I saw my cream dress drenched in blood it was stained red. Then my spirit looked at him. I tear ran down his face, and then he swung his body over the edge of the balcony. He was dead as i was. but i could not see his spirit. And in the end he was not beside me.

Monday, February 1, 2010

ONE MORE STUPID YEAR!!!!

Okay so i am a freshman and i hate it! not only because everyone thinks your an idiot but also your only 15 years old!!! I have been asked like 10 times to go dances or on dates....and i say no because i don't date till I'm 16! bogus right? well I'm fine with the standard i just wish I WAS 16!!!! ONE MORE YEAR.........till i can say "HECK! YES!"