Confession of the summer #1

Omg! im almost 16!!! only 7 more months!!!! Hey i know thats a long time but thats only 7 months out of my entire life. Sure it can life can change, life can change in less than a minute, a second, even in a swift moment. if i could spend most of my time doing any one thing. i think it would be simple. i love just laying on my hammock and watching the sprinkles of glitter on the pitch dark sky. i could be alone or with a friend. That is what would make me happy. So i know its sort of a lame confession, but deal with it ;)

Love?

Well so i went to go see valentines day the movie!

And trust me i saw this very late haha. I asked some kids what love was and this is what i got back. "love is when daddy comes home from work and he gives mommy a kiss." "love is mommy reading me a bed time story." and "love is when some one hits you and you don't hit them back because you love them!" i thought these were super cute! but love to me is when the guy you have a huge crush on notices you and you blush just to get a text from him! Valentines day the movie was great but sadly that not how the world really is. One day i want to fall in love get married and have some kids.....But right now i still don't know what love really is.

My Sad Dream (I woke up in tears)

I was on a row boat, i was in a beautiful long cream dress with beading from head to toe. He sat across from me rowing the boat. All of a sudden I saw a beautiful flower garden and trees that made arch then the river split into two he chose the left and kept rowing faster now as if something had upset him. I started humming a unfamiliar tune. Soon it became darker and we stopped and I could not see anything only the moon. He got out and held out his hand to guide me through the darkness. It was cold, I started to feel ashamed of something. We entered a huge door behind the door was a library filled with books. I felt a large pull to go through a door once more. This next room was like a jail gray steel walls, it was big too and at the very top of this room there was a balcony. He all of a sudden he pulled me close and kissed me than in bewilderment shoved me to the hard ground he knelt down beside me for I could not get up. And kissed my left cheek and whispered “I’m sorry” he swiftly got up, the next thing I know he stood above me on the great balcony. I soon relized chains and shackles on my wrists and ankles and though I could not see it there was one on my neck as well. Suddenly familiar faces surrounded me, enemies. They all started kicking me and some had bats and others voilet objects. My point of view changed quickly I was above them all I saw my cream dress drenched in blood it was stained red. Then my spirit looked at him. I tear ran down his face, and then he swung his body over the edge of the balcony. He was dead as i was. but i could not see his spirit. And in the end he was not beside me.

ONE MORE STUPID YEAR!!!!

Okay so i am a freshman and i hate it! not only because everyone thinks your an idiot but also your only 15 years old!!! I have been asked like 10 times to go dances or on dates....and i say no because i don't date till I'm 16! bogus right? well I'm fine with the standard i just wish I WAS 16!!!! ONE MORE YEAR.........till i can say "HECK! YES!"

Imagination

In my mind as a child i hated numbers so i would make each number a boy or a girl and make it its own personality and when they would be in an equation they would be a family and the math book would be a big party for them you can tell as a child i loved to imagine things i mean i would just look at the clouds and talk to them there would always be someone one to listen to my childhood ramblings in the clouds.And as i got older i tried to go back to these childish visions but i lost the, my imagination is slowly dying but i don't want to be one of those adults who look back forgetting their child like thoughts. I Elizabeth Edwards have an imagination and will share it throughout my life thank you for all those who care enough to watch me dance alone or talk to myself sometimes its better to dream than to live in such a would as hate and evil is swallowed up in it.....sometimes dreaming is all we kids and teens have its a refreshing breath of comfort

NOT A MOCKER of Christians:a follower in Christ (I AM ONE!!!!)

PEACE SYMBOL or a BROKEN UPSIDE-DOWN CROSS: Like many simple symbols, it meant different things at different times. Some call it Nero's cross, linking it to the notorious Roman emperor who persecuted Christians. Centuries later, it was recognized as an old Norse Rune. After WW2 (1939-1945), it was found on the tombstones of some of Hitler's SS troops and labeled 'The Dead Man Rune.' Revived in the sixties by hippies and others who protested nuclear weapons, Western culture, and Christian values, it became a worldwide symbol of a new age of global peace and earth-centered unity. But many heavy metal rock fans would agree with Nero and have used it to mock Christ and His followers.

EVEN THOUGH they say to mock his followers I am one of his followers I believe this to be a sign of peace…just as the Nazi turned some thing meaning harmony into a symbol of death, racism, persecution and fear….a sign’s meanings can be changed I am no hippie but I do want peace and I believe that wearing this symbol shows my want for peace not for the persecution of my own kind.

LIFE is like lemon bars!

Life is like a good recipe to make lemon bars ....

You have the choice to put any thing you want in it like lemon zest, sugar, lemon juice, or u could put in pepper, pickles or cottage cheese.....as you can probably tell that the last 3 items i suggested would make a displeasing taste for the person who is eating it .

just as in our lives we can put in daily prayer and scripture study, obeying our parents and what ever else could strengthen out testimony or u could put in not attending your meetings,watching pornography and all other things that offend the holy ghost.....doing the last group of things are NOT pleasing to our Heavenly Father....He wants us to make good choices so that we may live with him again.

just like we follow a recipe we follow the teaching of our Leaders, The Savior, and our Heavenly Father. i bear my testimony that i know these thing are true! In the name of Jesus Christ amen.